Praying, nerves, shots, anxious, and going crazy!

Whew! Who knew how hard the wait was going to be? Apparently it is affecting me more than I think, but I do not realize it until night. When I wake up a million times and cannot go back to sleep. This week my time has been 3am. I usually wake up some time around there and cannot go back to sleep for an hour or two and when I do sleep, it is just dozing and cat naps. I am so tired! and so ready to find out if everything is going to work out. I have gotten in lots of good prayer time though at those 3am awakenings. I realize this is only the beginning though, right? Worrying! Isn't that what you do all the time as a parent? Well, we are so excited and to find out if this is going to be part of God's plan for us. I hope to update soon with great news!