will it happen...

Today has just been one of those days. It has been a rough 4 years and sometimes it feels as though I am never going to be a mother. I know it is in God's hands and I trust that one day we will be blessed, but in the meantime my heart hurts. I do not know what to do but pray. Pray for peace and understanding. I know it truly is that easy, but sometimes it doesn't feel so easy. It really is hard though when everyone around you seems to just get pregnant SO easily. I know that others have difficulty, but I do not know anyone directly. It just seems like no one else can understand what I/we are going through. Some days are just tough and today is one of those days.